I am so freaking over the scale and this weightloss. I have been stuck in the 270's for months. I work my ass off, watch every freaking calorie that goes in my mouth and still NOTHING! Maybe I am destined to weigh 270-something. I have a personal trainer, exercise 5 days a week doing the C25K training AND eat 1,000 cals per day yet I am still in the 270's. I just want to SCREAM! Seriously! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I can't do this anymore. The mind fucking that the scale does is too much to handle. I am throwing in the towel. I hate the scale, I hate EVERYTHING today! F*CK IT!!!!!!!
Chapter 38: This one is for me
5 weeks ago