Tomorrow I get banded! 12:45 p.m. C.S.T. I am slightly excited, a little nervous and anxious. My 8 year old son is very worried that I won't come home tomorrow night. I have to admit that I am a little worried that I won't come home either. I am trying not to think that way and trying to remember that this surgery is saving my life. I have been reading the book 'Fighting Weight' by Khaliah Ali. She had the Lap-Band several years ago and the book has made me feel good about my decisions and what the future holds. Tomorrow is the beginning of the rest of my "healthy" life. That is exciting!
Goodnight all! Wish me luck and say a little prayer that I return to my family safely!
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